Nope. Not for me.
I don't look, I just jump. Say yes, ask questions later. Which isn't a good thing at all. That is why I get hurt, that is why I've died over and over inside.
Fine.
I'll look. I promise.
Next time, I promise I'll look before I jump.
You know what? No, I've got it wrong. I look then jump. But I can't seem to gauge the distance.
I think it's okay and I jump and I'm left crumpled, broken, dead, at the bottom. Sometimes I catch on to something. But when I catch on to something, someone else gets hurt.
I'd rather I get hurt than someone else. But sometimes, I don't have a choice. I have to hurt someone.
Yes, we always have a choice. But mine is a choice between hurting him or hurting her and you know what?
Well, I've chosen.
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